Wow… what a strange night…

Hmmm…. tonight.. I feel this kind of strange feeling in my heart… just like the blood running through my vein, I can’t stop it. I tried to sleep, but it doesn’t seem to be working afterall. I kept thinking about my country. Not because of the government issues or its enormous natural disaster lately. Its because of the environment. I miss it. A lot!!! Maybe this is something that we called “home sick”. I don’t know. Maybe… i did try to return home during my stay here in Singapore . In fact, I did it five times already. But…. it seems that during my stay, which only last for a couple of days… I can’t get rid of this feeling, never been able to. Why??

It seems that, although I did return, met some of my friends, my closest one…. and family…. The feeling is really different as compared to actually staying and live in my hometown. I never think about going to someplace far far away when I was living over there. But… when I was there during my return….. I always felt that I have to go back… soon. Otherwise, I will be in trouble due to my work😦 Sighh…. really pathetic. I kept saying to myself… “You’re on vacation.. you fool. Stop thinking about it already. Enjoy!!!”…… But, it didn’t work. Easier said than done😀 Its unconsciously happen!!! Maybe it just one of my personality problem :p I don’t know… but let it slide. I don’t care anyway :p (this kind of thinking helps me through my difficult times :D)

Hmmm…. in my hometown… or my country… I always felt that… I have a lot friends, who share the same feeling that I had. Of course I do have friends over here, best friends at that🙂 But its different…. different kind of feeling. I don’t really know how to put it into words… hmm. Let just say, here… its more like sharing the same fate :p but overthere… its like sharing the same life… Well… still not clear tough.. hehehehe… Let it be… let it be😀

Okay… so. Here I am. Thinking about my hometowns🙂 I use plural since I think I have three of those😀 Palembang.. Cirebon… and Bandung. Those three have a lot of influence in my process to grow up🙂 Palembang is the place where I was born. I live my life here for about 13 years. I remember those good old times when I was playing in the farms, catching dragonflies😀 swimming… freely… in those vast lake🙂 (Always get my butt wipped because of that :p) …. After that, my mind goes to Cirebon… a lot of stories going on over here. My first mass fight :p first love😀 and first kiss … oopss…😀 heehehe…. anyway. It was fun🙂 And then… this tiny little brain going on and on… until I am thinking about Bandung…. Hmmm… that lovely place. How many years was it…. 6 years. Wow… I never thought that I’ve spend 6 years over there. Shit… feels like forever. I remember on 1999… the first I get there. I was thinking…”Hmm… I dont like this place. Better finish my undergrad soon… and moving on to the next city”. Well…. quoted from my friend🙂 When you spend a lot of time at one place.. you will be attached to it🙂 And that was exactly the thing which was happening to me. I love Bandung now😀 hehehhe.. Maybe you will say, well… how about Singapore?? You’ve spend almost two years over there. Get attach to it already!! heehehe… I am sorry to say. This one doesn’t seems to be the case. Home sweet home my friends. Country sweet country :p I love my country. Thats why… I don’t think I will be attach to this country… or any other countries. No matter how bad do you think my country is. It’s mine!!! Don’t you ever dare to speak badly about it🙂

When I thought about all those things… I feel nostalgic (quoted from goyo’s blog :p). I smile, grin, blush :p, laugh, sad, and whine😀 And then, suddenly my hands grab my guitar. And I sing…. wew…. I really sing. Those of you who know my voice and my guitar skill might say… “what the heck… don’t ruin my night with your crappy voice… and is that a guitar sounds??!!” hahahhahha…..😀 I remember one time, back in Bandung when my neighbour suddenly shout from his house when I sang and played guitar. “Shut up!!!”😀 Well… no wonder he was mad… its 4 am you as**ole :p hihihi…. okie okie… back to the story. So… I really sing. You know… that song… “Rayuan Pulau Kelapa”😀 hahahahahah….. lets sing!!!😀

Tanah airku Indonesia
Negeri elok amat kucinta
Tanah tumpah darahku yang mulia
Yang kupuja sepanjang masa

Tanah airku aman dan makmur
Pulau kelapa yang amat subur
Pulau melati pujaan bangsa
Sejak dulu kala

Reff:

Melambai lambai
Nyiur di pantai
Berbisik bisik
Raja Kelana

Memuja pulau
Nan indah permai
Tanah Airku
Indonesia

Hahahahha… I can’t believe it. Maybe I’m going through the peak of my home sickness :p I actually sing it 5 times!!! :p hehehehhe…. Well anyway. I think that one is working. I’m feeling sleepy now… getting really….. sleeeee…..pppp…p.pp…yyyyy……..ZZzzzzZZZZzzzzzzz………… nite mate!!!

17 Responses

  1. Jadi teringat ama kejadian malam itu Wil😀 Jadi..begini ceritanya:
    Willy bergitar..jreng..gonjreng..gonjreng.. dan dengan suara fals-nya, dia mulai bernyanyi
    Willy : xxfdsafadsfhdsafhas (fals abis, ga bisa ditulis dalam kata-kata2)
    Tetangga: mas-mas tolong suaranya Mas.
    Willy : iya Pak…
    tapi willy tetap bergitar dan bernyanyi, dengan suara lebih rendah
    Tetangga: mas-mas tolong suaranya Mas.
    Willy : iya Pak…
    Willy bergitar tapi tanpa suara..
    Tetangga: Mas, ini udah malam, Mas. Diam napa? (dengan nada tinggi).
    Willy : iya Pak…(kesal….)
    Di lain ruangan, Ridwan yang terbangun akibat suara fals dan gitar cempreng, tertawa terkikik-kikik =))
    Ridwan: muampus loe!!!

  2. Bandung memang kota yang menyenangkan.. awalnya gw juga nggak terlalu menyukai kota ini. Tapi sekarang, gw sangatttttt menyukai kota ini… “Banyak hal” terjadi disini..

    “Home sick”?? mmhh biasalah bagi perantau… tapi kalau memang terbiasa merantau, apa nggak punya solusi sendiri?? biasanya kan kalau udah ketemu jenuh + bosen dkk, langsung punya keinginan, misalnya, ingin ini … itu… kayaknya mau ngelakuin ini… itu.. yah semacam itulah…

    soalnya, gw sekarang lagi bosen ngerjain TA.. yah alhasil, tiur2an ajah di kosan… nonton DVD… mengunjungi teman lama di jatinangor.. dll… gitu lah.. kalo udah saturasi kayak gene, nggak bisa ngapa2in lagi… drpd ke kampus n ngedamprat orang lain, mending mengasingkan diri kan.. wuakakka..

    semangat bro..
    regards, dr kota bandung..

    *) salam kenal, anyway…🙂 nice blog..

  3. bos..ini bukannya lagu pembantaian jaman os yak?
    hehehe

    yell boyz lah =D

  4. Ridwan: Hahhahaa…. padahal dah tak modif dikit ceritanya biar ga terlalu malu bos :p kekekekkeke… dan mungkin lebih berkesan cool😀 hihiih

    rickisaputra: Thanks for coming🙂 Hmmm… sarannya bagus juga. Bisa dicoba entar😀

    Benx: Halah.. halah…. dasar, ketauan banget dulu elo juga ikut ngebantai Benx :p kekekekke….. Saya mah ingetnya, kalo lagi nyanyi lagu ini pasti lagi jalan jongkok tuh. Sighh… Bikin dengkulku tambah kering :p Yell boys juga deh🙂

  5. wew… huhu ada yang curhat malem2 niy,… kekekekek..
    em,,, em,,, gito toh… ternyata… em,, em,,,

  6. Rayuan pulau kelapa?

    “LEBIH KERAS SEMBILAN-SEMBILAN!!!… “*Jedengggg… suara tong sampah ditendang…
    “YESSSS, GRAND LORD!!!!….”

    *bisik2*…
    “Wik, yang kenceng nyanyinya… gw gak apal”…

    “EH! APA ITU BISIK-BISIK? … “

  7. Iya Goi, kayaknya si Wiku bukannya home sick. Melainkan kangen di-OS. (Saat turun dari rerumputan di atas Lab. Bunker), Sembilan-Sembilan!!!!,,, Tanah Airku Indonesia…..,,, Ha ha ha…

  8. cutelittlefie: Wew… ada ce cakep mampir :p hehehe… how you doing?? (Joey-nya Friends style :p)

    Goys: Serius lo minta saya kenceng2 nyanyinya??? Yang ada pada kesel tuh para lorders :p kekekekke ….
    lorders: “Shut the fu*k up!!!” Tuh kannnn… hahahahhaha

    rendra: Wew… kangen OS itu cuma haknya yang dapet B aja ndra. Buat gw mah kayaknya disuruh angkat satu kaki trus tahan posisi bukan pengalaman yang menarik (thanks to our wakutang… yup2… elo goys!!! hahahhahaha)

  9. ga…. malam pembantaian dengan rayuan pulau kelapa itu, merayap dari belakang torbak sampai lab pendinging…membuat daku berjanji bahwa 2001 adalah angkatan terakhir yang ngerasainnya..

    i try, tapi ga terlalu berhasil..
    hehehhee

  10. btw..ada cewe cakep?

    wuiihhhhh…dik doank ya?

    PS : kalo bukan tontonannya tipi Indonesia ga bakal ngarti =p

  11. dah cakep2 ikutan os, akhirnya keluar kata2:

    pelantik: ga ada lagi sir, ga ada lagi lord, cuma ada fren…

    siapa ya’ pelantik gw? kaya’nya belagu banget orangnya,

    kabur ah…

  12. Pren 2001 … silakan menghadap ke angin punggun …:)

  13. Benx: Wew… jangan pak. Tar mereka ga hapal lagunya :p

    Danang: Hahahha…. awas ya😀

    Goyo: Halah… ini lagi. Wakutang gagal :p kekekek… bikin malu aja, hihihihi

  14. Wiku,
    Bah, itu kan kegagalan sayah sebagai seks-jen😀 … bukan sebagai wakutang… yang wakutang lain lagi dong pak! =D…

  15. wiku::wah… padahal gue baru mo ngajakin lo karaoke disini… gak jadi deh.. masih sayang telinga nih gue.. :D…

    goio::aduh.. banyak ‘kali aib masa mudamu goi.. ck ck ck…

  16. Ya Ampyuuun??? Rayuan Pulau Kelapaaaa??? untung ga sampe nyanyiin “Indonesia Raya” plus ngibarin bendera merah putih…bisa dikirim langsung ke kampung halaman tuh!😀

  17. Goyo: Ahh… tetep aja orangnya sama bos… elo elo juga😛 kekekekek….

    Qnoi: Tenang… tar gw yang ngajak kok😈

    Ratih: Biarin … biarin… yang penting happy kata tetangga mah😀

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